Hey, I'm Anna; I'm here to complain about life and to talk about silly problems that are nothing in the grand scheme of things, yet seem like the end of the world in that moment. I also love reblogging silly things about Mikey Way and stuff
nobody in college gives a shit ive seen peope walking to class in heavy snow in sweats and a tshirt and flip flops ive seen people wear studio headphones in lecture ive heard so many professors curse its really some next level shit and high school did not prepare me for it
I was not prepared for university particularly this one lecturer that would slip in a photograph of fisting into presentations to check we were paying attention
When will these feelings stop? I keep thinking about something that will never happen, but I desperately want it to so I can stop thinking about it. Thinking about that release— being able to cry, scream, punch him— even if I know damn well that I would barely be able to breath.
And what pisses me off more is that he’s gonna haunt me forever and no matter who I love, he’ll always be floating around in my mind. That isn’t fair to me, that isn’t fair to my future/current partners, it isn’t fucking okay and I want it to fucking stop but no matter what, he’ll push his way to the front of my mind.
Fuck me and fuck this bullshit that shouldn’t even be in my mind. It’s been more than a year, and I shouldn’t be wasting my mind on someone who 1) isn’t in my life and 2) doesn’t fucking care about me
why does my top lip always look nonexistent in pictures i promise i have one in rl